That's When I Love You
When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind
Friday, August 28, 2009
Its hard to hold back those tears..
Hey peepos,,
Yesterday & today i was FREAKING OUT!
on 27 Aug 09..
During MT period, Me, Lyka & Eunice went to escape from Gem to do the Teachers' day card.
We didn't want to do the cards with her because she will definately ruin it and she will boss around keep thinking that shes the best but shes not.
So 1st Lyka run to Eunice but Eunice was so slow but luckily Gem didn't see them. Then they looked for me at 4th floor outside 6-7. Then we went to the tables outside CCA room. A few minutes later, Andraa, Maliah & Justeene walked pass us and told us that Gem is looking for us. OMG. So we decided to change our place. WE went to the Art room for a few minutes only because some p-6 pupils were taking their MT Listening Comprehension. So we went to 3rd floor, in the room where theres a lot of circle tables outside the library. We stayed there until 1.45p.m then we went to the canteen. When we went to the canteen Gem was there, she was angry at us. GOOD:) Because we wanted her to be angry at us but after 1 hour she was BACK WITH US! I feel like killing her. OMG. I can't take it anymore, I'm freaking out! Then 3 boys went fighting over 1 girl but 1 boy was short so i pity him. He didn't even fought the 2 other boys. The 2 boys were just bullying him. When the 2 boys went back to their friends, the 1 who was being bullyed, went to us. He cried, so i gave him LOTS & LOTS of advice then he stopped crying.
When we continued doing the cards in the canteen, i went to the 2nd floor canteen to get my bag and [someone] and the rest was there. When [someone] looked at me, i ignored [someone], looking so angry at him because he forgot something which he promised to do. Then i wanted to cry but i can't because my brother was there and i didn't want him to know what happening to me because he surely tell his classmates and i would be sssooo emberassed again. So i shut my mouth up. Then [someone] keep asking me whether i still wanted him to do what he had promised me. But i just ignored him. Then at 3pm, me, lyka & gem went somewhere to practice our so-called farewell dance to the school "LIPGLOSS." At 3.30pm, we All went to the dance studio. But [someone] called me to go to the same place where we met on 260809. So i waited there for ssoo long and i keep hiding because Gem was KPO! Finally met [someone] then we talk talk 1st then he was going to start doing what he had promised but [someone]'s friend came and pulled him. So i just looked at them then took my bag & go to the dance studio. I was late for dance practice and my eyes were red because of holding back those tears. During the dance i couldn't dance because my emotions was taking over me. A lot of people was asking why i was wanting to cry but i didn't tell them because NICOLAI is such a big mouth and she will lie to the teacher that she saw every single thing happen to me. After the pratice, i went home, still holding back those tears. Then wheni reached my house, at 12, i was crying like my eyes were like clouds and pouring lots lots & lots of water like tears.
* I hope [someone] , if u are reading this, hope you realise that u're hurting me a lot because of you letting me have this type of emotions taking over me.
*Gem, i hope u notice that we dont want u and WE WANT TO KILL U!
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-cccaaassssssaaannndddrrraaa!!!-
Yesterday & today i was FREAKING OUT!
on 27 Aug 09..
During MT period, Me, Lyka & Eunice went to escape from Gem to do the Teachers' day card.
We didn't want to do the cards with her because she will definately ruin it and she will boss around keep thinking that shes the best but shes not.
So 1st Lyka run to Eunice but Eunice was so slow but luckily Gem didn't see them. Then they looked for me at 4th floor outside 6-7. Then we went to the tables outside CCA room. A few minutes later, Andraa, Maliah & Justeene walked pass us and told us that Gem is looking for us. OMG. So we decided to change our place. WE went to the Art room for a few minutes only because some p-6 pupils were taking their MT Listening Comprehension. So we went to 3rd floor, in the room where theres a lot of circle tables outside the library. We stayed there until 1.45p.m then we went to the canteen. When we went to the canteen Gem was there, she was angry at us. GOOD:) Because we wanted her to be angry at us but after 1 hour she was BACK WITH US! I feel like killing her. OMG. I can't take it anymore, I'm freaking out! Then 3 boys went fighting over 1 girl but 1 boy was short so i pity him. He didn't even fought the 2 other boys. The 2 boys were just bullying him. When the 2 boys went back to their friends, the 1 who was being bullyed, went to us. He cried, so i gave him LOTS & LOTS of advice then he stopped crying.
When we continued doing the cards in the canteen, i went to the 2nd floor canteen to get my bag and [someone] and the rest was there. When [someone] looked at me, i ignored [someone], looking so angry at him because he forgot something which he promised to do. Then i wanted to cry but i can't because my brother was there and i didn't want him to know what happening to me because he surely tell his classmates and i would be sssooo emberassed again. So i shut my mouth up. Then [someone] keep asking me whether i still wanted him to do what he had promised me. But i just ignored him. Then at 3pm, me, lyka & gem went somewhere to practice our so-called farewell dance to the school "LIPGLOSS." At 3.30pm, we All went to the dance studio. But [someone] called me to go to the same place where we met on 260809. So i waited there for ssoo long and i keep hiding because Gem was KPO! Finally met [someone] then we talk talk 1st then he was going to start doing what he had promised but [someone]'s friend came and pulled him. So i just looked at them then took my bag & go to the dance studio. I was late for dance practice and my eyes were red because of holding back those tears. During the dance i couldn't dance because my emotions was taking over me. A lot of people was asking why i was wanting to cry but i didn't tell them because NICOLAI is such a big mouth and she will lie to the teacher that she saw every single thing happen to me. After the pratice, i went home, still holding back those tears. Then wheni reached my house, at 12, i was crying like my eyes were like clouds and pouring lots lots & lots of water like tears.
* I hope [someone] , if u are reading this, hope you realise that u're hurting me a lot because of you letting me have this type of emotions taking over me.
*Gem, i hope u notice that we dont want u and WE WANT TO KILL U!
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-cccaaassssssaaannndddrrraaa!!!-