That's When I Love You When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind |
| Sunday, November 14, 2010
I miss those so very much Well , I'm just doing this 'cause my heart tells me to :) I just finished chatting with Hanyza and darling :) . Chatting with Hanyza was fun ! During the conversation , she say that the guy I was missing , surely miss me . So I was like so shock but on I also thought she was refering to Arif 'cause she didn't know Darling what ? So I asked her who the guy she was refering to . And YAY ! She got the wrong guess . She thought it was ____ . HAHA ! No lah . He like another girl right ?-playboy jerk -.- Okay , after that . I watched this sweet love story . It was kind nice and when I watched it I felt so sad . 'Cause I miss being loved by guy who I love . I miss entering troubles with BF . I miss loving a guy . I miss hugging a guy who hugs me tightly into his arms and never letting go . I miss those words coming out of his mouth which makes me happy . I miss saying " I love yous " to a guy , personally , especially in another language . I miss holding someone's hand . I miss going on a date with someone . Especially in movie . In short , I miss having boyfriend to share my love with . SIGH . If I do have a boyfriend , I'll do all those stuffs except for some . If I don't do most of the things , in my mind i'm " FVCK ! This guy is sweet in messages but never in reality " !!! If I don't say ILOVEYOU to that person . It also means that I DON'T LOVE THE PERSON , Only like 'cause maybe that guy doesn't even show me any love or a effing playboy ? And you know what ? Do you still remember my dream that I post in my blog ? To refresh your memory , its me having sick and there's guy1 & guy2 . So do you remember it ? Okay , now , I kept on dreaming guy2 . Its totally weird . I know he don't have any feelings for me even though he didn't say anything , but I can feel it . Its impossible for him to love me . I don't know but I just feel like that . So yeah , I have to stop here . ~Sweetheart
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