That's When I Love You
When Nothing You Do Could Change My Mind
Monday, November 1, 2010
I'M AWAKE !
WOW ! PREEEEEEETTTAAAAYYY SEEEEEYYY ! - Only me :P Hahaha ! JK
OH MY ! ITS 4:54 am ! I can't sleep man ! I chatted with Nor for awhile before i went to bed . He told to me ask "Guest" on who he/she was . So I did and went to sleep . I was actually sleepy already but then I got a feeling that someone told me to check my blog AGAIN . So I did through my phone :) Smart right ? Then I saw some people's tags . From "........" , Farhanah and "Guest" .
*NOR ! DID YOU KNOW THAT I FREAKED OUT AFTER YOU TOLD ME TO ASK "GUEST" ? Cuz then someone in my mind told me to check my blog again . (*SCREEEEEAAAAAMMM*)*
The "......." I got the feeling that I know who you are so , bye bye ! SHOO DOG ! Then Farhanah 's tag . I was so shock man ! SIS ! YOU GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK SIA ! So I quickly call her and sms her but then she didn't reply . Then suddenly "Guest" Left a tag . So I was so nervous to find out who he was . After I so called chatted with "Guest" in my cbox . I stopped my nonsense and force myself to sleep . But then i couldn't . My mind was so focus on finding out who's the person . Few minutes later , I felt pain in my heart . So I went out to drink a glass of water . And then WAAAAAHHHH ! (p.s my brother has a rabbit as a pet and the cage was just outside the kitchen) The rabbit keep jumping and shooked the cage . At first I jumped of shocked !DUHHH ! And covered my mouth 'cause I knew I was going to scream . When I tried to touch the rabbit , it bit my finger . DX ! Of course after that , I quickly went back to my room . WHAT A BAD LUCK MAN ! After that I decided to switch on my laptop and edit my blog . At first I wanted to change the blogskin but then I was so lazy to edit the HTML .
"Don't be LAZY ! Later you CRAZY !"
Hahaha ! I keep telling myself that . BUT ! Its too late . Hehehe . I'm already CRRRAAAAZZZZYYY ! I think so . But not the mental type you see in the mental hospital . * No offence Amigos * Then I went to my old folder and saw PHOTOS ! ULALA ! And I found these ...
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I won't uplaod every single photo that I saw . DUHH ! It will take me hours . So let me introduce this sweet dude to you ! This is ADI FARHAN :D He's my 1st love :D We lasted for 1 YEAR AND SIX MONTHS ! XD But unfortunately we had to end it 'cause of long distance relationship . I knew both of us were going to get more hurtful if we were apart . And I knew he wasn't going to be happy if I stay with him but in different places . So we kinda didn't have a choice . But now , we're still friends . The best part about this dude is once he loved someone , he won't replace that girl even if it takes a few years . Seriously , Till now , I was his first and last love . Well , i'm not saying this 'cause I still have feelings for him WHICH I DON'T ! I DON'T HAVE ANYMORE OKAY ?
Sweet right ? Well , you should see us in personal ! We would always be together after or before school , except for during class . We were in different classes . He gave me a present every single day for our 1st month . The teachers even knew that we were together but not all anymore when Peixin Primary and Yishun Primary emerged as one school . It was kinda cool being with him actually . I didn't have any arguements with him . Well , maybe when there's problem but i don't THINK THAT WE TAKE IT SERIOUSLY . He's quite clos to my brother too . And my parents knew that I was with him . Well , they didn't mind at first but when my brother LIED to my parents that we were doing stuffs off limits . Of course they were disappointed and angry but it wasn't true and my parents gave me another chance .
Hmmmmm , nice story right ? Well , I just wanna share this story 'cause I notice in Secondary Schools , I don't notice these kind of guys anymore . Well , maybe like 20% of the guys but MAJORITY of them are just jokers . FOR ME , I notice from my friends(Girls), their ex-boyfriends treat them like a t-shirt . Like the guys just use them and when they're sick and tired of wearing it , they'll just throw it away and get a new one . I'm not fighting rights for the girls okay ? I'm just saying what I feel for my friends especially that JERK IN MY CLASS ! Seriously ! When are you gonna learn that what you say are just words , you want the girls to believe you ? Earn their trust dude ! Hmmmmmm , My post is getting long . You might get bored to death 'cause of these . So i'll stop okay ? Hahaha
Yours SINCERELY ,
Cassandra